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Friday 20 July 2012

HEARTSTRINGS BAG, IS LOVE

Although, studying law is a huge deal of expectation and responsibility, there are also some tiny issues that may be encountered which you may not believe. I am talking about loads of books (including codals), bunch of printed cases, yellowpad, other paraphernalias like tote bag for toothbrush and other girlie stuffs, and yes umbrella, all these that have to fit inside A BAG. Its been ages of struggling that bag won't last long for months, say 5 the maximum, or shoulder / back pain experiences. 

Until then, I accidentally saw this SALE bag in Robinsons Department Store, the brand name is HEARTSTRINGS, and its been the SAVIOUR BAG, by far! Let me qualify, the bag won't ease the shoulder/back pain, only the fact that its size and durability is what exactly my kind of thing is looking for! I took some pics for no serious reason at all, so just see and browse if you find it convenient HAHA! 

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There is the Herrerra Book, Crim Pro, Printed Cases, and my YellowPad incase of digests




There is the Herrerra Book, Crim Pro, Printed Cases, and my YellowPad incase of digests

HEARTSTRINGS bag








Monday 11 June 2012

A Not Your Ordinary Marriage Proposal l A Fiction

Mateo & Sabrina
Autumn: In the Park

Sabrina: Mateo (calling out for Mateo, while crying), babe, I-uh heard, you are now with somebody new. Please tell me, like now, that you love me. And, I promise you, I’ll totally forget all these mess. 




Mateo: (getting closer to Sabrina) Sorry, but I’m getting married. 




Sabrina: (kneeled, shocked, crying) A-a-all-rightt, I’m setting you free even if it hurts me so bad right now (right hand on top of her heart).   




Mateo: I’m getting married, that is, if you’ll say “yes” to me. I love you more than anything in this world. Sabrina (kneeling down, touching her chin, making her look at him straight in the eye), will you marry me?  




Sabrina: (looking at Mateo, confusedly) But, your mother called me 10 minutes ago and said, you’re getting married today to a girl named, Jennifer. What exactly is happening? Tell me.


Mateo: (chuckling) (almost whispering) Baby, I don’t know if you are trying to change the topic, 1 second ago, I was asking you, and me still kneeling and waiting, “will you marry me”?




Sabrina: What if I say, “no”? What if I say, “yes”?




Mateo: (chuckling) I love you for always outsmarting me, I feel like always the “under”. There is no benefit if you’ll say, “no”. While, a “yes” means a lot of workaround to do, you changing last name to mine, will be the mother of my child, my prosecutor, “secret stuff” partner and best friend. See, I almost run out of oxygen just by enumerating all the wellness and goodness of being Mrs. Tam.




Sabrina: (flashes a smile, coming near to Mateo) Mateo, now that I am 1 step closer to you. Call me hypocrite but I don’t care about the real score benefits. All I want is you, in my side forever till we get old. When we go 2 steps in the future, I see how we plant all those bright, colourful flowers, bake oatmeal cookies, and play with our beautiful grandchildren.



Now (pointing to Mateo’s heart) that I’m telling you, I’m going to marry you because I want to, to continue painting my life with you forever, I love you. 


Why do think Mateo's mum called Sabrina, to tell her, his son is about to marry Jennifer? Let me know what you guys think?
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Sunday 17 July 2011

Skyscraper - By Demi Lovato

This is definitely a good comeback of Demi Lovato after enrolling herself in rehabilation for eating disorder. This new song that she just debuted title is SKYCRAPER.
Is one such heartbreaking yet empowering song:

**attached youtube video is not mine. It is Skycraper by Demi Lovato.

1. Heartbreaking in the sense that the artist herself was able to portray the emotion of those wonderful lyrics through her superb voice, facial expressions, and etc. The video is exceptional, you see how it was just shot in one setting, same meters of location, but if you try to put your self and real feelings in the video, really, you will shed some tears at that. 

2. The lyrics is empowering, many are correlating this song for those couple who have just ended their previous romantic relationships through this line (lyrics available below) which says "You can take everything I have, You can break everything I am, Like I made of glass, Like I made of paper, But I'll be rising from the ground, LIKE a Skycraper....".

While me, my favorite line from the song is "Go run run run, I'm gonna stay right here, Watch you dissappear". To me, problems, issues and consequences are such indispensable factor in our life. As the saying goes "You cannot please everyone" --- which to me, i do not believe in this saying. For in life it is not just how one try to befriend everyone, I mean, who are we to have this goal. We are just human doing something good and realistic to achieve our dreams. Thus, there are people whom are destined to try and train us on how to be real human and self conservation only comes in second. So what, if someone tells you "Your Stupid!" if you knew that YES! one day, i'll stand my ground.

Running and hiding on our problems should not be our top solution neither is to be the least. Stay and keep hanging on the ground, work on with the shortcomings, even if it will take a lot of heartbreaking realities and failures, because one day those shortcomings will be our coin of expertise.

Going back with Demi Lovato: She may be is just 19 years old, so adolescent as to my age, but i say that i am a fan of her. Not because of the common ground of anorexia (haha) but she releases pretty good number of songs (with wonderful lyrics) that i can relate. To mention "This Is Me", she sang that in her movie Camp Rock. I like This Is Me for sometimes, I do not who am I anymore. SO LOST (haha).

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Anyway... Copy and Paste below is the lyrics of Skyscraper sang by Demi Lovato.
**Attached youtube video and lyrics below are not mine and i do have a license to copyright.

Skies are crying,
I am watching,
Catching teardrops in my hands.
Only silence, as it's ending,
Like we never had a chance.
Do you have to make me feel
Like there's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
Like I'm made of glass,
Like I'm made of paper.
Go on and try to tear me down.
I will be rising from the ground,
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.

As the smoke clears,
I awaken,
And untangle you from me.
Would it make you feel better
To watch me, while I bleed?
All my windows still are broken,
But I'm standing on my feet.
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/d/demi_lovato/skyscraper.html ]
You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
Like I'm made of glass,
Like I'm made of paper.
Go on and try to tear me down.
I will be rising from the ground,
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.

Go run, run, run.
I'm gonna stay right here,
Watch you disappear.
Yeah, ohh.
Go run, run, run.
Yeah, it's a long way down,
But I am closer to the clouds,
Up here.

You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
Like I'm made of glass,
Like I'm made of paper.

Ohhh

Go on and try to tear me down.
I will be rising from the ground,
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.
(Like a skyscraper)
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.


Saturday 2 July 2011

This Is For You

I might be paid a single minute I shed effort in front of my computer. But, never comes a day that I had forgotten of asking myself; how do you do? Then, I’ll snap and say “I know that he will just be fine because he is a man.” For a moment, I am looking at you as someone I can depend on; you know how life can be miserable at times that I am weak, where I can gain strength just by having the thoughts of you being with me.
Agree, I was in a mere denial that I love you. You are not the man I am expecting that can make me feel excited and giddy about. Thought, I was just amazed on how special and rare your characteristics are amongst. You are indeed naughty, haughty, but I found your sensibility distinguishable. And that, i accepted you that way for that is you and you probably have no idea how I enjoyed the times your holding my hand tight because that makes me feel so calm and secure.
What had happened with the sudden changed. Maybe yes, I got horrible times with the new pressing pressure I am gaining. Which is probably why; our communication turned lesser each day, because of my sudden silence that I didn’t made u known of my real under goings.
Then lately, here comes a night of confusion and doubts. But I wonder on why we did not talked about it much earlier. Is the trust all gone? Or, we have to accept the fact that immaturity and our differences strikes us?
Why are we so afraid to talk about our real emotions: Is that because we both are afraid of getting hurt? But now, it is already hurting, there are a lot of questions that are hanging that making the situation harder. Confrontation is making us coward but have you tried asking yourself of what had happened? What gone wrong? Have you really asked yourself if you really “love” me?
What hurts the most is that, we have forgotten the fact that it is not just love that we are building but also the support that we have for one another. It seems that we just trashed and burned away all the laughs and hard times that we have undergone through.  
And today, Baby, I am seriously getting weary.



Friday 17 June 2011

Deficits and Differences

Ah differences and similarities might be off fun.
But, what can be more hype is, if the person that you love, is someone that:

1. has an attention deficit, his imagination is no difference with a flying Peter Pan.

2.boredom control is very impatient. His' facial reactions MUST be seen.
I know how his' head and eyes turn from center contact level to left.
Meaning, i don't know and like whatcha talkin bout!
So lezzgo n change topic, yeah?! 

Image is not under my property. It is from my-coffee-love.blogspot.com

At the end of the day, I realized, he is a complete stranger to me.
His' reactions and motions are completely "E.T." alien that
makes my brain aching from digesting the definition of his' course of actions.
Mystery that is my description of him to me.
He might be talkative over the phone BUT a total observant in person.
At any how, sometimes not talking is good for can just stare at his face and smile.
He is indeed special, literally special with his' attitude and character.
He might be way too cool, haughty, and naughty.
Yet to me, he is whom he really is and the rest will be written at the right place and time.



Tuesday 24 May 2011

Four Sidewalks of Life

Image photographed by: Nicky Liu
Location: Shanghai, China

 
By four sidewalks of life,
Everyday might be easy, hard, and or tough,
Still, it is our pledge as humans to survive, fight for life and happiness,
The mood might be sweet as white flower and pea,
Or, can be as vulnerable as these pretty white flowers that,
No matter how devastating the storm can be,
Let these strong proud standing trees be our guidance,
Stand straight and smile, that is emotional dignity,
These bicycles might have brought our feet to different directions,
We suddenly might slipped the morals, we encountered and planted to our hearts,
However; do always remember that,
It is me, you, and us that make our lives paramount to the sky.
Image Interpreted by: Maech Medina



Sunday 8 May 2011

Love Is One Bitch Complicated Thing


A person comprehends love in so many ways depending on a lifestyle they do belongst for but not a thing is comparable with nerdy love. A nerdy adult can have an insensitive heart. It takes a lot of process before they can understand it is so-called “you’re falling”, “you are now liking the person”, “should I give a chance”, or "will this work?.” It is more of brain analyzation process before giving into the next hundred years of conclusion that “Hey, I like this person, and so what I shall do next”. 

These nerdy people usually are clueless to this genre of love. Stereotypically wise, these people wear something like thick black frame glasses with heavy amount of vegetables on their mouth rather munching chips while reading dusty books from the library. But now, these nerds are embracing fashion globalization with their best friend netbook-google, going out with friends with minute minutes to have their nails done, shop for cute clothes and etc. But still, their brains are un-imaginably bombarded with highly notes of knowledge. 

These nerds are beautiful of their own ways yet these are someone whom cannot presumably express their un-filial love through words rather are shown in action on how much they care: they write essays dedicating to their special someone; they forgot to read and open their books to attend to texting, facebooking as they are checking the profile of their love ones because they want to see their face ones in a while that makes them feel lighter and giddier; they are missing their sanity thinking of their special someone more than their lessons for the day; lastly, how can they change a little bit to fit the necessary standard to keep their love ones and forget the stereotype of nerd equals atom and “eww” boring.

However; a lot of “cool” people are misunderstanding and belittling their capacity to be “cool” as well. Never had they thought that these nerds can sing outstandingly some of Taylor Swift’s songs in karaoke. They can watch love movies too like Beastly in spite of Discovery Channel and Bloomberg, 24/7.  Some thinks that these people who do not know how to kiss one in the lips are off-cool and do not have a capacity to be love. Some thinks that those who are not committing premarital sex are nerds and traditional, crazy un-modern. Some thinks that they do not have the right capacity of having someone to fall in love to them, take them seriously; rather they are mostly off take as a huge alternative. Indeed, this makes love ouch for someone who has undergone the whole process of liking yet their love ones do have nothing but untrue love. In the end, good thing that these kind of character are composed of hard rocks, and not glasses; therefore, they cannot be easily broken. Good thing, they know that logic can be twisted but Rubrics square are square of mess yet still is a box to be done and fixed. Indeed, love is one bitch complicated thing but just follow your heart, and you will always do the right thing.


 *Image attached is not under my property, it is Neurotopia’s*